[Beat] Yea welcome to my life (raydiation) City of carson that's where I grew up (yea) That's where I knew of (the view) That's all I knew of (yea) In kindegarten until I got out of skoo I started to hang with the fools I went from here to bad news.
Then ma sister started to blow up I saw the money just go up But I hardly saw her and my mother I used to Hang round the corner, I felt like I was a loner But I got love for my homies
I started changin', flirtin' with gang bangin' Had the hook up on ol' skoo So everyday I was out hangin' And then I heard gun shots They aimin at my head and that's when the fun stopped Cuz next I might be dead
I called my mama on the phone Said this is your son, I need some help I'm in a whole lot of trouble And cant get through by myself They shot out a plane and flew me out No doubt I said goodbye to my friends Then disappeared in the clouds They told me Ray J, you gotta turn yourself around now Or throw it all away and Lay six feet in the ground I'm totally focused I gotta move forward I hear my callin' this time I just wont ignore it into the future Throw all the past and then you came and you can grow...
