In a moment of doubt I was confronted with the truth I was petrified and certain I was being used And I was counting off ambitions and kill’em one by one Like Jesus on the cross I was sticking to my guns And I was looking for a friend to try and help me out But the silence was deadly ’cause no one was around And I was thinking, I was choking like I thought I never could Scratching at the itch and it was feeling so good… In a pregnant pause In a pregnant pause I had a moment to escape I didn’t know what to do So I unlocked a window and I shouted like a fool And I was yellin’ for my mama, I was yellin’ for my dad I was looking for friendship in friends I never had And I was looking for someone to try and help me down But they all ran away when the money ran out I was looking, I was starring at my moment of truth On top of the mountain, sucking in the view… In a pregnant pause In a pregnant pause And it felt like – what could of been minutes And it felt like – what could of been years And it felt like – my whole world was spinning It felt like nothing was clear And it felt like – I was slipping under And it felt like – I was falling down And it felt like - the tallest mountain It felt like the loudest sound! I was looking for a friend I was looking for a face I was looking for someone to put me in my place And I was spitting, I was choking, I was sucking it down I wish I didn’t know then, what I know right now… In a pregnant pause In a pregnant pause What coulda been minutes What coulda been years My whole world was spinning It felt like nothing was clear!
